nakaemariee2026bby
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Hey guys,
I'm new here. I am an aspiring Pianist/Producer. I know this is a crazy dream of mine, but I am needing to move to Los Angeles, California. Unfortunately, due to my medical issues here in Portland, OR and having 2 special needs children and going to College full-time has been exhausting and added more health problems like my stomach is inflamed, I have re-occurring tonsilitis and the specialist I have seen here are not listening to me and I am in so much pain with this I am trying to go to Cedars Sinai Medical center in Beverly Hills and I heard from my older sister that she preferred LA doctors and yet can't move back now because she doesn't have the money to go back there. I know this is far stretched but since I have moved to a town home it has cost me more and I don't see the difference and since I cannot get treated fairly because of my past I get judged every time I go see a specialist and they never took the time to understand me or care that I am suffering endlessly. I hope to move to California in the next year where I will have more opportunities and a be out of the muddy, rain here in the PNW scene. If anyone knows of any places that can help me considering I am on a fixed income, I would appreciate it. I have tried saving money and I can't due to being on a fixed income they make me spend most of it. I am not asking for a hand out, just this once. I don't need ANY negative-haterade drinking trolls jumping in the comments to drag me about what I should and shouldn't do because trust me I have thought of everything under the sun to get creative and due to not being able to walk due to a dislocated knee-cap I am doing the best I can with my ability. I need a new change and maybe California is a 'dream' of mine but I am tired of shivering cold abd having severe anemia and chronic pain and no help from family or friends this is not helping me with my mental health. Anytime I post a Go-fund me, I feel as though people judge me and think I am being lazy and want a hand out, that is not the case. I'm not wanting to pack up and leave to a whole new state and place my father is from to just to run into his family down there neither. I hope to meet my people/ my friends and find my place in this world too. Oregon is not it for me anymore, it is too painful and stressful. Please help
I'm new here. I am an aspiring Pianist/Producer. I know this is a crazy dream of mine, but I am needing to move to Los Angeles, California. Unfortunately, due to my medical issues here in Portland, OR and having 2 special needs children and going to College full-time has been exhausting and added more health problems like my stomach is inflamed, I have re-occurring tonsilitis and the specialist I have seen here are not listening to me and I am in so much pain with this I am trying to go to Cedars Sinai Medical center in Beverly Hills and I heard from my older sister that she preferred LA doctors and yet can't move back now because she doesn't have the money to go back there. I know this is far stretched but since I have moved to a town home it has cost me more and I don't see the difference and since I cannot get treated fairly because of my past I get judged every time I go see a specialist and they never took the time to understand me or care that I am suffering endlessly. I hope to move to California in the next year where I will have more opportunities and a be out of the muddy, rain here in the PNW scene. If anyone knows of any places that can help me considering I am on a fixed income, I would appreciate it. I have tried saving money and I can't due to being on a fixed income they make me spend most of it. I am not asking for a hand out, just this once. I don't need ANY negative-haterade drinking trolls jumping in the comments to drag me about what I should and shouldn't do because trust me I have thought of everything under the sun to get creative and due to not being able to walk due to a dislocated knee-cap I am doing the best I can with my ability. I need a new change and maybe California is a 'dream' of mine but I am tired of shivering cold abd having severe anemia and chronic pain and no help from family or friends this is not helping me with my mental health. Anytime I post a Go-fund me, I feel as though people judge me and think I am being lazy and want a hand out, that is not the case. I'm not wanting to pack up and leave to a whole new state and place my father is from to just to run into his family down there neither. I hope to meet my people/ my friends and find my place in this world too. Oregon is not it for me anymore, it is too painful and stressful. Please help