Jodi,
My Momma passed away 3 years ago and it was so terrible! I know that you are a strong person and that you will get through it, but be ready for some really hard days. There are going to be days that you are mad at the world and there isn't anything that is wrong with those feelings!!
It has been 3 years and life goes on. Somehow you find a way to get up and get going on most days and get what you have to done, but it isn't always easy. If you ever need to talk just pm me and I will be here for you!!
Be praying for you and yours!!
Tammy