Please send me comfort

Brandi:

You need to take it one minute at a time right now. Whatever it is, it won't fix itself right now. Take time to face it and get through it. The fact that you are saying you want to die really concerns me. Regardless of whether or not you think you could harm yourself, you really should contact your doctor right away. He/she can get you right into a counselor.

You have a young child who needs her mother. You need to focus on that and take whatever steps you can to make sure you are there for her.

Whatever it is, I hope the sunshine returns for you tomorrow. I wish you weren't going through this difficult time.
 
thank you Wolfie and I will contact my doctor on monday when my benefits at work are active. until then i called and got an emergency prescription to help me get control. my hobby is the only thing keeping me somewhat sane. I come here to read up on the wins and the questions members may have or what-not just to get my mind on something other than the devistation i'm facing.

Thank you again and I will do my best to try and get my life back.
 
Sorry you're feeling unhappy, Champ. It's normal that we're wondering exactly the nature of the problem, but maybe you just want to vent and feel supported. You have lots of friends here. Feel better soon, sweep sistah.
 
Dear sweet champ. I saying prayers for you. Know God loves you. If you are even thinking a little about hurting your self you need to go to the emergency room or call your doctor at home. You have allot of people who care and want you to be good again, but I know from my own challenges that it is hard to see that and care when you are so down. Dealing with depression is very hard, try to remember that this will pass. Every problem and sad thing passes with time. Maybe we never forget them, but the pain and hard times pass and good times come again. I also would be glad to talk to you and feel free to pm me, but first and most important take care of yourself and call a hotline or go to the emergency room if you think at all you might hurt yourself. In Gods love, your friend.
 
sweepy and tobby.... thank you........ the members here at SA have been nothing but supportive... and that is exactly what i'm crying out for.... i will NEVER be the same........ but i do understand that life will go on... it knows nothing else... my heart will never be fully as 1 ... but for my daughter only... i keep stepping .... sometimes i fall and stagger... and sometimes i walk in a straight line... but it is sooooo hard... i'm sorry that i don't face what it is to you all... but i can't... for me... this is how i deal with things.... i pull myself from reality and crawl into my "space".... i know it's not right.. but for me.. that's how i deal with things....

Sweepstakes Advantage...... Thank You.... This site is definately 1 of a kihd
 
Champagne... I know exactly how you are feeling..I have dealt with depression for a few years...I thought I was better and went off my medication...um yeah my doctor was not happy..plus my depression was 100x worse than it was before...now I am on meds again but with all the stress from my dealings with my teenage daughter as of late it just feels like my meds are not working...there are days I wish I wasnt here anymore ,that things might be better if I wasnt, and there are days I literally have to drag myself out of bed because it is almost impossible...I have been where you are many times I am glad that you are going to see a doctor...I have my appointment already set up too because I know I need something different or stronger...plus I think I may have a underactive thyroid.

Things will get better...but not right away it takes time...the only thing that keeps me going most days is my daughter(even though she tells me all the time that she doesnt care about me...I cant wait for this teenage bullcrap to be over with)

If you ever need to talk let me know...ok!
I will definitely be praying for you!

Ndgal3369(Tina)
 
This morning I started the day feeling depressed and irritable, and still not feeling so great. Then I started reading a magazine that had pictures of Afghanistan, and it was a bombed out scene, with an old person walking with a cane. This is life how it is lived right now in many parts of the world. Such a scene was a smack in the face, and I try to look at that and remember how fortunate I am.

Anyway, such things may not help you, but they help me.
 
:wave: Hey girlfriend.I am here if you need me.
You were there for me and I am your friend,always.
Hang in there,the world will be brighter. Love ya' girlfriend,Jackie :headbang:
 
Hey Sweetiepie,
I just found your thread today. I'm so sorry you're going through such a dark time right now. Try to remember, no matter how bad things are now, things WILL get better. If you ever need to talk, please pm me or you can call. Please let us no if there is anything we can do for you. I will keep you in my prayers. :love:
 
Hey you are alive there are so many people out there that are giving up stay strong believe in your self and you will be allright every day above ground is A great Day
 
Wow... midland.. that was very heavy for me..... thank you and i promise i am doing my best to stay strong and keeping my mind focused... it is a hard journey for me though... i can't lie.... everyday is a struggle
 
Hi Brandy,

I am so sorry you are going through this emotional time in your life. Life sometimes has a rough patch (I am going through mine). I hope you can cope, and you have my emotional support. You are my best SA friend. I will pray for you tonight.

Good night,
Jennifer
 
Awwwww furtadoooo..... :cry: that was sooo sweet of you... Thanks girl... Today for some odd reason I woke up and said "this has happened to me, now let's fix it"..... it's wierd... but I'm taking the necessary steps to continue on and make it right..... Thanks again girl and I hope you get through the :cussing: you're going through too..... Love ya girl
 
Hi, Champange

Sorry, you are dealing with rough times, I am saying a special prayer for you , Please dont be so hard on yourself things happen I am proof of that but stay stong for you and your daughter, and espically thinking of your daughter first you will have an extra special blessing one of these days. Stay in touch and let us know what is going on. God Bless
 
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